unfortunate.

I really hate to have friends that surround themselves in nasty things like alcohol,drugs,and smoking. It's really disheartening, and unfortunately in this day and age it's become really difficult to find anyone that doesnt do some sort of drugs or drink alcohol. I guess it's cuz i don't understand. People tell me i should try it but i dont want to. & when i say that they always say "Everyone who says they never will always do!" but fuck them. They obviously don't know me. Have i really ever conformed to the stupidity of youth? I hardly attend parties, i don't shake my ass and grind on boys. i don't listen to that sickening rap 'music' they play everywhere now. I don't know... it's just really disturbing to see my generation literally become unraveled. The teens in my school and even lower schools have become worse and worse, a massive amount of teen pregnancy and underaged sex and i havent even had my first KISS yet and i'm 16 and will be 17 in just a few short months, yet these females are becoming mothers at 13. not even into highschool yet. I just don't understand how this all has happened. Girls have just allowed themselves to anyone now and the boys, they  want a fun time RIGHT NOW but want a good girl later , but it can't happen like that if things go on. The girls who were good will either begin to think "hmm if i act like that i'll have a boyfriend" so they begin to act as such. or they stay good and find a good man that didnt run off and party. idk. & drugs... drugs get you killed.  why? drugs are attached to gangs, and violence. If they can't buy it they'll steal it. A fight, maybe you'll get jumped, stabbed, shot. Yeah, the news will glorify your death saying you're a good kid mixing with the wrong kind, but really. YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF.  I just want some friends that won't pressure me into this unnecessary drug use, slowing rotting your brain right out of that pretty little head. I don't want to be one of /THOSE/ kids.     I may have crazy hair colors and an odd fashion sense, but that doesn't influence me in school, if anything it helps me. I strive for good grades and obviously i don't need drugs to get them so why does everyone thing that drugs help? All you have to do is try. really. I think ill drop off for now. I just couldnt hold it in. I really hate my friends for their drug use. That's is all.